Been having a really hard time lately.  Saw someone in line the other day that reminded me of my One.  My heart lurched.  I still wonder when the pain will pass…when I can stop thinking of him in that way.  I ache for him…not just as a lover and soulmate but as a dear friend, the best of friends.  And knowing that I bring absolutely no thought to his mind is devastating.  I am happy for him, I am.  I am just so miserable, too.  This song demonstrates all that aching longing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qk-7n1hdK3M

We used to laugh
We used to cry
We used to bow our heads then
Wonder why

But now you’re gone
I guess I’ll carry on
And make the best of what you’ve left to me
Left to me, left to me

{Refrain
I need you
Like the flower needs the rain
You know I need you
Guess I’ll start it all again
You know I need you
Like the winter needs the spring
You know I need you
I need you

And every day
I’d laugh the hours away
Just knowing you were thinking of me
Then it came
That I was put to blame
For every story told about me
About me, about me

(Refrain, Repeat)

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