Been having a really hard time lately.  Saw someone in line the other day that reminded me of my One.  My heart lurched.  I still wonder when the pain will pass…when I can stop thinking of him in that way.  I ache for him…not just as a lover and soulmate but as a dear friend, the best of friends.  And knowing that I bring absolutely no thought to his mind is devastating.  I am happy for him, I am.  I am just so miserable, too.  This song demonstrates all that aching longing.

We used to laugh
We used to cry
We used to bow our heads then
Wonder why

But now you’re gone
I guess I’ll carry on
And make the best of what you’ve left to me
Left to me, left to me

I need you
Like the flower needs the rain
You know I need you
Guess I’ll start it all again
You know I need you
Like the winter needs the spring
You know I need you
I need you

And every day
I’d laugh the hours away
Just knowing you were thinking of me
Then it came
That I was put to blame
For every story told about me
About me, about me

(Refrain, Repeat)